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weekend boredum
09.25.04 (1:12 pm)   [edit]
so its saterday afternoon and im broed off my ass...i havent gone newhere all day cuz im broke and moms busy and i cant really walk that far...o well 2morrow is another day
 
matty(again)
09.23.04 (2:06 pm)   [edit]
he makes me smiles...i love it when he hugs me...and every1 says he likes me...they think hes just waiting till im off my crutches...but w/e...u no as long as we might end up 2geather...even tho i no it wont last 4ever or nething...id just like it 2 last 4 like...2 weeks at least...just so i could say it happend
 
im sleepy
09.22.04 (1:05 pm)   [edit]

sooo i got my pic line out 2day!!! yaya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!


and after words i went 2 physical therepy...im gettin a little sick of skool and weel u no, w/e well thats all i have 2 say...so peace
 
blahoganonanon
09.21.04 (1:02 pm)   [edit]

well...incase u couldnt tell im in a rather good mood at the moment "y is the jenny" ur asking(i no ur asking it bitch)...


it all started at lunch time... so kaici has my lunch and i was talking 2 her about matt when it was just me n him and we both looked over at her at she does 1 of thes "hi im a bitch trying 2 look pleasent" waves and we both give her the finger...made me laugh...then mommmy came 2 pick me up at 11:05 from skool like always and i had a doc appointment at 2:30 so when we went 2 the doc he said i e mypic line out 2morrow...horray


the end
 
blahoganonanon
09.21.04 (12:58 pm)   [edit]

well...incase u couldnt tell im in a rather good mood at the moment "y is the jenny" ur asking(i no ur asking it bitch)...


it all started at lunch time... so kaici has my lunch and i was talking 2 her about matt when it was just me n him and we both looked over at her at she does 1 of thes "hi im a bitch trying 2 look pleasent" waves and we both give her the finger...made me laugh...then mommmy came 2 pick me up at 11:05 from skool like always and i had a doc appointment at 2:30 so when we went 2 the doc he said i e mypic line out 2morrow...horray


the end
 
physical therepy
09.20.04 (11:17 am)   [edit]
as some of u no, i recently had surgeries(4 2 be exact)...the first one on july 15, the fourth one on uh...augest 26 i belive it was...so now im in physical therepy. I can't stand it. Every time I walk into that place I feel so helpless, and i can't stand that feeling...these surgieres have ruined me life...sence its my ankel i had to stop vollyball, ballet, and neighborhood rubgy and football..I can't walk to lunch with my friends and walking from the couch to the dinner table makes me tired...not to mention that i have this stupied tube in my arm( do to infection)  and I have to wear long sleeve all of the time so people don't get grossed out or something bad dosen't happen. I understand that so many people have it worse off, i really do see that, but when your in a predicament like this its hard to see the bright side. Its hard to have any hope. My friends at school arn't much help eather (no offence riley) its just that you guys are so used to me being energetic andlistening and standing up for us when the teachers being stupied, but I just can't do that lately. Today in mr. tylers class (honors english) tyler bray (he likes me...its wierd) passes me a note saying how iv been all bitchy lately blah blah blah, and i tried to explain to him that its the medicins im on...al 6 of them, and anybody whos ever been on super strong narcaleptics would understand what im saying. I know that I should have control over my emotions, so why is it so hard? I guess depression does that to you...well anywho thanks for listening. 
 
anybody else have wierd dreams about their ememies???
09.19.04 (5:17 am)   [edit]






ok so this is gunna sound uber wierd but lately iv been haveing dreams about kaica(super phyco bitch from the hell) and i just had 1 last nightso imma tell u about it...


#1...so for some reason my mom had hired kaici and 2 of her gunes 2 clean and repaint my house(horray 4 remidial work) and somehow josh fell 4 kaici...it just botherd the hell outa m, cuz josh is like my brother and he deserves sooooo much better then her.... ok thats the end, but the next ones a little wierder


#2...ok so in this one my mom was haveing this huge get togeather of like the whol neighborhood at our house...something shed never do, and for some reason kaici and her mom were there, i mean come on! mom dosent even like kaici....ok but anywho. the 2 moms started talking about how kaici could get in2 the honers class with mr.tyler...and im saying this totaly subjectivly when i say that shes an idiot...and then all of a sudden im in what looks like the newwing of the school and kisti is pushing me around in a very wierd wheel chair...so im guessing i was still recovering from the surgeries...and everytime kaici would walk by shed stomo her foot like a 3 year old...uber wierd
 
lalalla
09.18.04 (4:39 pm)   [edit]

"this ones 4 all the suckers who still belive in love, this ones 4 u"
 
i miss u miss u
09.18.04 (11:39 am)   [edit]

ooooooooo guys...i cant get matty outa my head..i havent felt this way in so long...not sence ryland...and 4 thoes of u who dont no, its been over a year and a half...ever got the feeling where u would go outa ur way, ditch class...all that fun stuff, just 2 see some1? thats how feel right now... maybve im just being silly...maybe hes just another guy...but thats what i thought about aaron and  next thing i no hes on top on me and we're kissing...i just dont no...maybe i should rid myself of all emotion and that would fix my problems...or not...im  honestly scared...but neways...iv decided 2 put soem lyrics on here 2 day...and of course...its blink 182, "going away to collage" toms fave song on the cd enema of state, writtin on valentines day("so heres your valentine") the strum patterns are really simple and sound sooo preety onuh duh uh..whats it called...o yah...acustic gutair(lol sry brain fart) but neways...this is how i feel about matty...very deeply


 


Please take me by the hand
It's so cold out tonight
I'll put blankets on the bed
I won't turn out the light

Just don't forget to
Think about me
And I won't forget you
"I'll write you once a week", she said

Why does it feel the same
To fall in love or break it off
And if young love is just a game
Then I must have missed the kick off

Don't depend on me
To ever follow through on
Anything, but
I'd go through Hell for you and

I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared, so here's your valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me

I'll think about the times
She kissed me after class and
She put up with my friends
I acted like an ass

I'd ditch my lecture
To watch the girls play soccer
Is my picture
Still hanging in her locker?

I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared, so here's your valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful

I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared, so here's your valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful


 


so thats it...sept instead of girls...guys...well u no...i like matt...whos a guy...so like...replace gril with guy in that song and u got it
 
many shades of blue
09.18.04 (11:00 am)   [edit]
ok so this ismy new thins...the strike out...if its 2 hard 2 read well the ajust...but neways i went 2 ulta and bought new eye shadow...theres black and blue...ok u no what...screw strike out...strike out can bite me...
 
gmornin every1
09.18.04 (6:36 am)   [edit]
ok so here i sit, at my computer...bored off my ass lol...ok so i had the weirdest dream last night...and tay riley hallie joleen kaici(grrrrr) and matt felix uhm...josh m o and carlie were there...it was sooooo crazy! its 2 long 2 tell u about here...mostly cuz im lazy...and tired...i woke up at like 7 this mornin..sucked...but last night at like 10 we ge this call from mrs. johnstan saying thats ians missing...and it turned out he had just gone 2 a friends house after youth group...♥ awwwww thats so  cute...ok well peace ♥ and rock and roll
 
ryland
09.17.04 (12:47 pm)   [edit]
ok so now rylands all mad at me cuz like...iv been spending a lot of time with my friends from last year...and matty...*sigh*
 
meh
09.17.04 (11:08 am)   [edit]
ok so this day was a lil better...i guess...it was hard 2 get thu...my crutches and pic line r really killin me...i cant wait 2 be rid of this shit...neway...so 2day i spent most of the day in metz office cuz like uhm...o yea...the rest of my team went on a trip 2 the wetlands...and it woulda been 2 much work 4 me so i like...half ditched...like i was sent some1 without a class or teach but i went 2 metz instead...dun no...lol when i first typed metz i typed matz...tells u who im thinking about...we were like an inch away from kissing...but then that joleen slut showed up...ugh what is it with guys and girls like her grrrrrrrrrr. o well...u win some u loose some...ok but othe theh that the day was alright...meh
 
ok now ill tell u
09.16.04 (3:06 pm)   [edit]
ok so the reason i was so pissed earlier is cuz of matt...lol no butb u guys should see his hair!!!its like yellow...ok but neways..so i was haveing an ok day...i was really tired by lunch but w/e...so in  math kaila and i were talking and she was like "i no u like matt u cant deny it" i was like ok w/e and she said she would try 2 hook us up...and she woulnt be like "hey matt jenny likes u...ask her out" she was gunna be like "hey matt u no u and jenny would make a really hot couple" but neways she was gunna do that 2morrow...ok so i go out 2 lunch after civics and im in a preety good mood...and matty and i were talking...just like old times last year...its was really happy...but neway...we were talking and we hugged and stuff and then joleen cherry comes up and starts hanging all over him and shit...it was discusting...shes such a prepy SKANK...cant stand her...but neways i couldnt decided if they were goin out or what...it bugged me cuz like iv been wondering about it all day...stupied preps always get all the guys
 
im gettin bettah
09.16.04 (1:47 pm)   [edit]
ok ok...so iv cooled down a bit now...but im still uber pissed at him...i mean y would he do that...ok ill stop now
 
i hate love
09.16.04 (1:09 pm)   [edit]
:evil: