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| beautiful monday |
| 10.18.04 (6:12 pm) [edit] |
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i dont no y...but iv loved mondays sence last year...chels thinks its cuz mondays were the only days that aaron was nice 2 me and we spent time alone 2geather...kim thinks it cuz im a wierd freak of nature that tried 2 make other people love the crappiest day ever...2day was my first day back without ne crutches...i think the guys thought that i was different from my old self cuz i was on crutces..,but now im not and josh tyler and matt r back there old ways (old ways meaning attempted rape hehehehe) i really did miss being able 2 walk...and now i can and its a monday, so theres another reason that i love mondays :)
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| mean girls |
| 10.16.04 (1:04 pm) [edit] |
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lol thats such a funny movie...it makes me laugh cuz every1s like "o thats really how high skool is" and im like "no its not loser" lol...anywho RYLAND ANYWHO IS MY WORD AND U CANT HAVE IT!!!
hahaha sexualy active band geeks
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| reminisng |
| 10.14.04 (8:05 pm) [edit] |
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i forgot 2 blog 4 a really long time...o well so sue me...anywho...iv been alright lately...matty smells sooo good. Iv been thin about aaron a bit lately, i cant decide if i ever ever really liked him...meh...halli and kisti r stil fighting...its wierd cuz like they were best friends and now they're not even talking and i dont no what 2 do...in 6th grade when heather introduced us all there were 4 of us, and we were all really tight...lesse...i was stubbs heather was like...blondy or something kisti was prep(lol could things have gotten ne wierder) and hallie was bug. now heathers gone and we hardly ever talk...the only thing i have left of our 8 year long friendshhip r pics and this necklas, that i just found the other day, its black and purple plastic beads on a rope with a paper clip 2 clasp it...we all had 1 and i think im the only 1that hasnt lost it yet. hallie as much as i love her has changed, and im not saying that i dont still love her, i do i do, but i dun no...shes jjust not hallie bug nemore...and kisti, well kistis still kisti, but i dun no, maybe shes not cuz like, how could she be kisti without hallie, cuz 2 me they were always 2 peas in a pod, u no like i didnt have 2 give them seperate hthings cuz they were like the same person. but not nemore..i missbeing on matt and tylers and joshs team...they always gave me something 2 do...they would always back me up when i needed it, and now where am i? now im just the girl with the leg. i cant argue with teachers cuz like...i mean i want 2 but i guess im not as brave nemore...i mean everybody has certain people that they love 2 have back them up, and the guys were mine...o well, i guess its my own fault, and when we go off 2 hs we're probubly never gunna see eachother again...imma miss them 4ever
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| weekends suck |
| 10.10.04 (5:47 pm) [edit] |
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i no i no.,..wierd that i think weekends suck but its only during the week that i get 2 see my friends...right now im hanging out with alex and tashi...tashi is 16 2day...its happy
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| hahahaha |
| 10.10.04 (12:37 pm) [edit] |
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i finaly rememberd my sn on this piece of shit! lol imma dumb ass...any who...well as u no i like matt blah blah blah...well ester decided 2 ask if he liked me and he said he just likes me as a friend blah blah blah...w/e and then hes all grumpy and yady yady but there is good news...joleen likes demitri...i think the'd be cute 2geather...im happy 4 her...but u no i know that not everything aorks out and im glad we're friends and stuff...i mean i still like him but i understand and respect that he doesnt like me
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| bored beyonf recocognition |
| 10.02.04 (12:04 pm) [edit] |
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im so sick of not being able 2 do nething...not because im not able but because nobodys around...like kim has vollyball...xhels has band...and im stuck here...i hate it
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| cramps |
| 10.01.04 (6:51 pm) [edit] |
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i would give nething 2 not be a girl nemore...i hate cramps...i hate my peroid...i hate my boobs...i hate guys...i hate flirting i hate my crutches...i could care less whether or not i have kids...iom planning not 2 neways...but i mean come on...whos brilliant idea was it 4 girls 2 have periods and endire child-birth...some1 up there...or down there is a women hater
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| weekend boredum |
| 09.25.04 (1:12 pm) [edit] |
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so its saterday afternoon and im broed off my ass...i havent gone newhere all day cuz im broke and moms busy and i cant really walk that far...o well 2morrow is another day
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| matty(again) |
| 09.23.04 (2:06 pm) [edit] |
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he makes me smiles...i love it when he hugs me...and every1 says he likes me...they think hes just waiting till im off my crutches...but w/e...u no as long as we might end up 2geather...even tho i no it wont last 4ever or nething...id just like it 2 last 4 like...2 weeks at least...just so i could say it happend
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| im sleepy |
| 09.22.04 (1:05 pm) [edit] |
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sooo i got my pic line out 2day!!! yaya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!
and after words i went 2 physical therepy...im gettin a little sick of skool and weel u no, w/e well thats all i have 2 say...so peace
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| blahoganonanon |
| 09.21.04 (1:02 pm) [edit] |
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well...incase u couldnt tell im in a rather good mood at the moment "y is the jenny" ur asking(i no ur asking it bitch)...
it all started at lunch time... so kaici has my lunch and i was talking 2 her about matt when it was just me n him and we both looked over at her at she does 1 of thes "hi im a bitch trying 2 look pleasent" waves and we both give her the finger...made me laugh...then mommmy came 2 pick me up at 11:05 from skool like always and i had a doc appointment at 2:30 so when we went 2 the doc he said i e mypic line out 2morrow...horray
the end
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| blahoganonanon |
| 09.21.04 (12:58 pm) [edit] |
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well...incase u couldnt tell im in a rather good mood at the moment "y is the jenny" ur asking(i no ur asking it bitch)...
it all started at lunch time... so kaici has my lunch and i was talking 2 her about matt when it was just me n him and we both looked over at her at she does 1 of thes "hi im a bitch trying 2 look pleasent" waves and we both give her the finger...made me laugh...then mommmy came 2 pick me up at 11:05 from skool like always and i had a doc appointment at 2:30 so when we went 2 the doc he said i e mypic line out 2morrow...horray
the end
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| physical therepy |
| 09.20.04 (11:17 am) [edit] |
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as some of u no, i recently had surgeries(4 2 be exact)...the first one on july 15, the fourth one on uh...augest 26 i belive it was...so now im in physical therepy. I can't stand it. Every time I walk into that place I feel so helpless, and i can't stand that feeling...these surgieres have ruined me life...sence its my ankel i had to stop vollyball, ballet, and neighborhood rubgy and football..I can't walk to lunch with my friends and walking from the couch to the dinner table makes me tired...not to mention that i have this stupied tube in my arm( do to infection) and I have to wear long sleeve all of the time so people don't get grossed out or something bad dosen't happen. I understand that so many people have it worse off, i really do see that, but when your in a predicament like this its hard to see the bright side. Its hard to have any hope. My friends at school arn't much help eather (no offence riley) its just that you guys are so used to me being energetic andlistening and standing up for us when the teachers being stupied, but I just can't do that lately. Today in mr. tylers class (honors english) tyler bray (he likes me...its wierd) passes me a note saying how iv been all bitchy lately blah blah blah, and i tried to explain to him that its the medicins im on...al 6 of them, and anybody whos ever been on super strong narcaleptics would understand what im saying. I know that I should have control over my emotions, so why is it so hard? I guess depression does that to you...well anywho thanks for listening.
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| anybody else have wierd dreams about their ememies??? |
| 09.19.04 (5:17 am) [edit] |
ok so this is gunna sound uber wierd but lately iv been haveing dreams about kaica(super phyco bitch from the hell) and i just had 1 last nightso imma tell u about it...
#1...so for some reason my mom had hired kaici and 2 of her gunes 2 clean and repaint my house(horray 4 remidial work) and somehow josh fell 4 kaici...it just botherd the hell outa m, cuz josh is like my brother and he deserves sooooo much better then her.... ok thats the end, but the next ones a little wierder
#2...ok so in this one my mom was haveing this huge get togeather of like the whol neighborhood at our house...something shed never do, and for some reason kaici and her mom were there, i mean come on! mom dosent even like kaici....ok but anywho. the 2 moms started talking about how kaici could get in2 the honers class with mr.tyler...and im saying this totaly subjectivly when i say that shes an idiot...and then all of a sudden im in what looks like the newwing of the school and kisti is pushing me around in a very wierd wheel chair...so im guessing i was still recovering from the surgeries...and everytime kaici would walk by shed stomo her foot like a 3 year old...uber wierd |
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| lalalla |
| 09.18.04 (4:39 pm) [edit] |
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"this ones 4 all the suckers who still belive in love, this ones 4 u"
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| i miss u miss u |
| 09.18.04 (11:39 am) [edit] |
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ooooooooo guys...i cant get matty outa my head..i havent felt this way in so long...not sence ryland...and 4 thoes of u who dont no, its been over a year and a half...ever got the feeling where u would go outa ur way, ditch class...all that fun stuff, just 2 see some1? thats how feel right now... maybve im just being silly...maybe hes just another guy...but thats what i thought about aaron and next thing i no hes on top on me and we're kissing...i just dont no...maybe i should rid myself of all emotion and that would fix my problems...or not...im honestly scared...but neways...iv decided 2 put soem lyrics on here 2 day...and of course...its blink 182, "going away to collage" toms fave song on the cd enema of state, writtin on valentines day("so heres your valentine") the strum patterns are really simple and sound sooo preety onuh duh uh..whats it called...o yah...acustic gutair(lol sry brain fart) but neways...this is how i feel about matty...very deeply
Please take me by the hand
It's so cold out tonight
I'll put blankets on the bed
I won't turn out the light
Just don't forget to
Think about me
And I won't forget you
"I'll write you once a week", she said
Why does it feel the same
To fall in love or break it off
And if young love is just a game
Then I must have missed the kick off
Don't depend on me
To ever follow through on
Anything, but
I'd go through Hell for you and
I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared, so here's your valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me
I'll think about the times
She kissed me after class and
She put up with my friends
I acted like an ass
I'd ditch my lecture
To watch the girls play soccer
Is my picture
Still hanging in her locker?
I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared, so here's your valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful
I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared, so here's your valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful
so thats it...sept instead of girls...guys...well u no...i like matt...whos a guy...so like...replace gril with guy in that song and u got it
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| many shades of blue |
| 09.18.04 (11:00 am) [edit] |
ok so this ismy new thins...the strike out...if its 2 hard 2 read well the ajust...but neways i went 2 ulta and bought new eye shadow...theres black and blue...ok u no what...screw strike out...strike out can bite me...
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| gmornin every1 |
| 09.18.04 (6:36 am) [edit] |
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ok so here i sit, at my computer...bored off my ass lol...ok so i had the weirdest dream last night...and tay riley hallie joleen kaici(grrrrr) and matt felix uhm...josh m o and carlie were there...it was sooooo crazy! its 2 long 2 tell u about here...mostly cuz im lazy...and tired...i woke up at like 7 this mornin..sucked...but last night at like 10 we ge this call from mrs. johnstan saying thats ians missing...and it turned out he had just gone 2 a friends house after youth group...♥ awwwww thats so cute...ok well peace ♥ and rock and roll
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| ryland |
| 09.17.04 (12:47 pm) [edit] |
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ok so now rylands all mad at me cuz like...iv been spending a lot of time with my friends from last year...and matty...*sigh*
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| meh |
| 09.17.04 (11:08 am) [edit] |
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ok so this day was a lil better...i guess...it was hard 2 get thu...my crutches and pic line r really killin me...i cant wait 2 be rid of this shit...neway...so 2day i spent most of the day in metz office cuz like uhm...o yea...the rest of my team went on a trip 2 the wetlands...and it woulda been 2 much work 4 me so i like...half ditched...like i was sent some1 without a class or teach but i went 2 metz instead...dun no...lol when i first typed metz i typed matz...tells u who im thinking about...we were like an inch away from kissing...but then that joleen slut showed up...ugh what is it with guys and girls like her grrrrrrrrrr. o well...u win some u loose some...ok but othe theh that the day was alright...meh
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| ok now ill tell u |
| 09.16.04 (3:06 pm) [edit] |
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ok so the reason i was so pissed earlier is cuz of matt...lol no butb u guys should see his hair!!!its like yellow...ok but neways..so i was haveing an ok day...i was really tired by lunch but w/e...so in math kaila and i were talking and she was like "i no u like matt u cant deny it" i was like ok w/e and she said she would try 2 hook us up...and she woulnt be like "hey matt jenny likes u...ask her out" she was gunna be like "hey matt u no u and jenny would make a really hot couple" but neways she was gunna do that 2morrow...ok so i go out 2 lunch after civics and im in a preety good mood...and matty and i were talking...just like old times last year...its was really happy...but neway...we were talking and we hugged and stuff and then joleen cherry comes up and starts hanging all over him and shit...it was discusting...shes such a prepy SKANK...cant stand her...but neways i couldnt decided if they were goin out or what...it bugged me cuz like iv been wondering about it all day...stupied preps always get all the guys
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| im gettin bettah |
| 09.16.04 (1:47 pm) [edit] |
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ok ok...so iv cooled down a bit now...but im still uber pissed at him...i mean y would he do that...ok ill stop now
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| i hate love |
| 09.16.04 (1:09 pm) [edit] |
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:evil:
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